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issh.. i'm really failure! >.<

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what...?!

Just now in the morning went to tuition heard something that really shock for me.. at the first.. chit-chat something with frens.. after that, we talk about exam.. My fren said that, next week exam is latihan berfokus but not trial.. and... our Trial exam = Gerak Gempur.
har? what? Gerak Gempur = Trial exam ? OhNo! really get shock when heard this. Because i did'nt do well for the Gerak Gempur paper especially for Science.. issh.. >.<

Below are our conversation:
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fren : next week de exam is latihan berfokus not trial.
me : har? really?
fren : yup. my teacher say de. gerak gempur=trial
me : har? really o? then next week really is latihan berfokus o?
fren : yaya. my teacher said that is latihan berfokus. errmm.. don't know la. =)
me : but.. when August we already took latihan berfokus exam d rite?
fren : yaaaa. but latihan berfokus got many set of paper de.
me : yaya. i know that. har.... then i ma die d loh..? >.<
fren : errr... i don't know.. that one is my teacher told us de. ur teacher din say so?
me : no wor.. my teacher just tell us gerak gempur is important.. so.. dont absent!
fren : Ooo.. hmm.. i don't know la. my teacher say de.
me : Oo.. then next week de exam not really important o?
fren : erm.. i think so. but.. dont absent la.. maybe next week is trial but not latihan berfokus leh.. who know.. haha. =)
me : Oo.. ok la then.. aiyo.. then i die d la.. gerak gempur de paper i din do well.. >.<
fren : hmm.. aiyo... i dont know la.. thats all is my teacher say de.. =)
me : ooo.. aikz.. okla.. =)

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haihz.. really die d.. gerak gempur de paper i really did'nt do well.. especially Science paper.. really fail d la this time.. >.<
hope that next week de paper not latihan berfokus lo.. IS trial exam paper lo..

GOOD LUCK~

昨天发了一个很奇怪的梦.. 我也不知道为什么..
我梦到的不是他.. 而是一个普通的朋友.. =.=
奇怪啦... 为什么不是他哦..?

all the best. =)

GOOD LUCK~

la la la... =)

wuhuuu~ 10 days holiday.. how i spend this 10 days leh? what can i do leh? errrr... of course is sleep, eat, day dreaming, watch tv and online lo.. thats my life.. haha.. =P but.. also need to STUDY lo.. spm coming soon ma.. issh.. boring.. =.=
aiyoo~~ really boring.. boring with life.. everyday do the same things.. aikz.. NEED SHOPPING lah.. >.<
i'm gonna to sleep well in this 10 days holiday.. because of trial exam.. i din sleep well.. hmm.. i think so.. lol.. =) AND.. i din study well la.. i think i wont get a good result.. so need to work hard and study hard la.. MUST MUST MUST.. >.<
hmm.. don't know why these few days im thinking of him.. but not "him".. why?? thats called miss? NO! CANNOT! quite long time he did'nt sms me.. chat with me.. care about me already.. feel like.... =.= NO! CANNOT! i cannot miss him.. i should miss "him".. lol.. =)

all da BEST~
=)

you make me crazier

and crazier.. =)

友谊

今天没到学校去.. 没有考试去也是废的啦.. 所以好过在家里睡觉咯.. 哈哈.. 今天应该很多人都缺席吧... =)

唉... 到现在我还是很担心sejarah.. 真的没办法不要去想它.. >.< 你们说得对.. 过去了就不要再想了.. 不然会影响下一张考卷的心情.. 可是... 我真的无法做到.. 我真的很怕很怕啦.. >.<

昨天.. 在收拾东西的时候.. 拿了小学的记念册来看.. 翻啊翻.. 不知道为什么.. 感觉到.. 心里好像酸酸的.. >.< 就这样.. 五年过去了..

记念册~ 里面装满很多的回忆~

四个好朋友~ 永远的朋友~

如今.. 她们个个都婷婷玉立了.. 以前我们那些美好的回忆, 不知道你们是否还记得.. 可是.. 我从来都没忘记..=) 过不久后.. 又要再次尝试那种朋友分离的滋味.. 所以.. 珍惜现在所拥有的一切就是把握拥有.. =)

die.. $%^&*()!@

惨啦.. 快死了.. 今天的sejarah完全不会做.. 拿到考卷的时候, 天啊~ 没有一题是我会的.. 那时侯的我头脑一片空白.. 全都不会做.. >.< 读的全都没出.. 有一些有读到的也忘了答案.. 惨啦.. 快死了.. 我不敢去想象会有什么结果.. 但是... 一定是死路一条了. T.T 真的很怕很怕我会拿少过10分.. 天啊~ 怎么办啦...?!
EA~ 我aim A的啊.. 但是考完后, 我觉得不可能了.. 现在可能连B都拿不到.. T.T 第一张.. 朋友个个都拿到很高分.. 就连虹也一样.. 可是我叻..? 唉....~
science? 更不用说.. 肯定是死路一条.. 科学一向来都不好的我.. 这一次的考试连读都没读.. 不死才怪.. >.<
这次的trial肯定会考到很差很差.. 或许是我不够努力吧.. 总觉得没有作出百分之百的努力.. 好像只有40%而已.. 王爱晶!!! 你可以付出100%吗? 不要再被"瞌睡虫"打败了.. 你要打败它!!
刚才在回家的路上一直想着这个问题.. 更害怕,担心sejarah.. 不知道拿到成绩后会怎样.. 真的很怕很怕.. 感觉到会比年中考的还要差.. 年中考那次已经很差佷差.. 不及格了.. 那这次叻...? 不是更加死... 唉~ 想到都想哭了..
下个星期考math和add math.. math我一定要拿A啦.. 可是想了想又好像不可能.. trial一定很难的..! 唉~~ 尽我所能吧.. 希望可以A咯..
这次的考试至少要有2个A啦.. 只要两个.. 我就开心了..
haihz.. all the best ba.. >.<

我累了..

真的真的累了..

nothing is impossible..?

今天, 无意间在一本杂志上看到了他. 那时的我, 超什么的... 不知要怎样形容..
本来只是纯粹想要在那本杂志上看看哪里一个地方有美食.. 结果翻到最后几面的时候, 竟然.. 竟然.. 看到了他的照片~ 那时候的我超惊讶的! 真想不到会在那本杂志上看到他.. 那时候, 我的心不知道为什么跳得很快.. =.=
真想不到啊~
我真的会放弃吗? 本来打算忘了他.. 但是, 现在的我好像做不到.! >.<
老天爷啊.. 可以告诉我该怎么办吗..?
有人说, 没有什么事情是不可能的~ 那是真的吗??
唉... 还是不要想那么多了啦.. 还是乖乖地专心读好我的书, 考好这次的trial吧.! 加油~
昨天爸突然跟我说: " 剩下两个月吧了, 读好你的书, 考好好来."
天啊~ 那是他第一次用很温柔, 心平气和的语气跟我说那句话.. 不像每次, 都用那种很凶, 骂我的语气来叫我去读书.. 昨天听了爸那一句话后, 我对自己说, 我一定要加倍努力! 尽我所能的,考取好的成绩! 不要让他们失望! =) 加油!!!
有人说.. 老天爷只疼笨小孩..
那么.. 我宁愿作那一个被疼的笨小孩~

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment.

I'm so scared, but i don't show it.