累..

累...
我要睡觉! 我要看戏! ='(

不简单不简单..
每天回到家都好累..
天天都睡不够.. 既使早睡也睡不够.. 可能是太早起床了吧.. >.<
睡不够啊!! 每天去学校都很想睡觉的咯.. 显~~ XD
有人说我有黑眼圈了.. >.<
天啊!! 有吗?! 好像有一点了咯.. 唉~~
每天都无精打睬.. @@
每次都MCC.. >.<

昨天的表现真的很不满意.. >.<
唉.. 算了算了.. 过了就算了..
现在想也没用了..
太爱睡了啦我.... =/
希望能拿到咯.. 可是机会很小.. =(

终于知道了答案..
可是我还是不明白..
如果是那个原因的话, 我真的接受不到咯..
我也是很苯咯.. 干吗去跟他们讲那一句.. 白痴到要死.. @@
生气的咯.. 你们要踢人之前可以跟当事人讲先吗.. 可以讲原因吗..
你们什么都没讲.. 踢了人也没讲.. 害人家什么都不知道.. 难到这是你们所说的"负责任"吗??? 我呸!!!!!!
越来越讨厌他们!!!!


我不可以再blur了.. 不可以再MCC了..
可是, 我能做到吗? 睡眠不足啊!!!! >___<

感受..

这几天真的好累..
那些task搞得我好累.. @@
一直拼命找人参加.. 还跟人家交换"条件".. 都不知道花了多少钱.. 每天都担心不够人数.. >.<
今天终于把它搞完了.. 做了..
可是"某某人"不满意.. 他说搞得很乱.. 是! 的确很乱.. 但这全都是临时的变化.. 坦白说, 如果是我的话我也不满意的.. XD
朋友告诉我他们很像很生气.. 那时候的我怕到要死.. 因为知道一定会被骂料的..
的确.. 被讲了很多.. >.<
最糟糕的是, 他问我东西我竟然不懂.. >.< 我真的很糟糕! :'(
还问我为什么怕到手抖.. 我的老天啊!! 我哪有怕到手抖.. 都是朋友乱乱说的.. 还说得那么夸张.. =.=
其实, 他的人蛮不错的啦.. XD
下星期interview.. 有点怕怕.. @@
自从那一次的interview后.. 对interview有点害怕了.. 因为进去就是被他们"诈"... >.<

终于知道他是谁了..
如果没错的话, 应该是他..
可是, 老实说.. 我不懂要怎样去找他咯.. 难到直接跟他说我是"谁谁谁", 原谅我? @@ 不懂叻.. 很奇怪咯.. 唉.... 烦..... :'(

又要做"帐"....
烦啦..... >.<
那些钱真的很奇怪的咯..
明明不见了4块.. 但现在又刚刚好了.. @@ 我没有算错咯... @@ 奇怪..
算了.. 刚刚好就好.. 是件好事... XD

又要叫人家参加了.. 这次又是另外一个的..
我想.. 现在人家看到我都怕了..
一直叫人家参加... >.<
没办法啊... :'(


不可以对任何人有"非分之想".. 别再"自做多情"了.. 哈哈.. =.=

他变了好多.. :'(


明天又有小的数学测验...
我不会啊!!! :'(
很累.... >.<



and....
i get my P License d!!
haha! yesterday get it!! :D

终于.. xD

今天.. 终于过了..
等了很久的这一天.. 终于过了..

本来还以为不能过的.. (因为某些原因.. 不在这讲了.. 说来话长)
心里想,过了就好.. :D

去了那边酱多次..
心想.. 那里的工作人员应该也认识我了吧? @@
自己也觉得可以当uncle的助理了.. 哈... (白痴) XD

但... 她没过..
还以为她过了..
怎知道差那么一点点.. 很可惜.. >.<
根本不知道怎样安慰她.. =(

总觉得今天比平时幸运了些..
对! 的确很幸运.. 有保佑到.. =X
我真是几够白痴的..
不相信自己已经过了.. 看了那张纸一遍又一遍.. @@

终于.....



有时候,
对你冷淡, 不是你想象中的那样的..
而是不想再跟你有任何的关系..

又想你了... =/

人..

人....
有时会很自私..
有时会变成双面人..
有时对你好, 有时对你不好..
有时候会变得很现实..

无可否认..
在这个现实的社会里..
大家都想要当第一.. 想要成为第一..
有些人为了要成为最好的那个, 就不折手段.. 不管别人..
很多时候.. 为了钱.. 夫妻, 父子, 亲戚.. 好朋友.. 都会反脸..
大家都为了自己着想.. 不管别人.. 甚至是身边最亲爱的人也不管..
这就叫现实.. 自私..
只要是对自己好的东西就可以了.. 不管他人..

有些人..
常常都在扮演双面人的角色..
有时对你非常的好.. 有时可以一脚把你踢得远远的..
当他需要你时, 就对你很好.. 跟你说好话, 拍你的马屁..
当他不需要你时, 可以把你一脚踢得远远的.. 甚至会在你背后说你的话坏.. 完全忘了你对他好的那个时候..
最糟糕的是.. 如果他心情不好的话, 还会跟你反脸.. 摆脸色给你看..
而我.. 最讨厌双面人了.. 尤其是某某人..
当他需要我时, 就对我非常非常的好.. 讨我欢喜..
当他不需要我时, 就一脚把我踢开.. 反驳我.. 诈我.. 甚至说我的不是..
最讨厌这种人了..

人...
就是这样..
自私自立..
为了得到利益, 不折手段..
常常扮演双面人的角色..

人...
只不过是如此...

chim xim.. :'(

hmmm.. i failed it again..
but.....
i think not my fault lo..
because i did it d...
hmm.. hard to say at here.. >.<
someone said that.. i din fail, is they fail me.. >.<
really wanna scold ppl.. fed up!
why like that also cant?
why? why? why? tell me why?
i really did it d laa wehy.. >.<
i was like: WTF?! xD
(WTF= Welcome TO Facebook) LOL!!
really no one can help me..
chim xim laaaa.. >.<
and... i cried at there.. >.<
because nearly pass liao de loh! issh!!!
sad laaaa.. :'(





really unlucky laaa this few weeks..
sui laaaaa.. >.<
GOD! Bless me please...
and give me some LUCK!!
i really really really need it!
I NEED LUCK!!! >.<

Happy Go Lucky ♥

Well..
Happy Go Lucky =)
seriously love it! =D


she owe me this..
and she did it..
thank you.. =)

can see the movie ticket?
that is Happy Go Lucky/<福星到>
this movie suppose watch on my bday one..
because some reasons..
delay till last saturday only watch it..

and...
I'm freaking love this sentences..
Each time i miss you, a star falls down from the sky. So, if you looked up at the sky, and found it dark with no stars, it is all your fault, because you made me miss you too much.. *meaningful***

moody. =/

pekcek pekcek!
moody moody! isshhh!! >.<

although now is holiday d..
but i dont have the feeling..
no happy at all..
just felt very moody.. >.<

arghhh!!!
dont know how to describe my feeling now..
just can describe with one word.. that is ----> moody! =.=
issssh!!! really pekcek now laaa..
dont know why..
maybe is... *ekhem* xD

just write about today..
today.. i went for koperasi interview..
went into the class.. then sit down..
then they ask me to intro myself.. 1 minute..
after that.. the first question they ask is.....
"did u know that who is your foster?" (if not remember wrongly) =.=
when i heard this question.. my first response is.....
" har??????? *speechless* " =.=
and i answer them.. i dont know..
and they say i tak ade bertanggungjawab.. never find out my foster..
then i answer them, because that day i absent to school.. so dont know my foster is who.. =/
then they say.. i should find out.. and say, my foster is very pity on that day.. sit at there alone..
hmmmm.. >.<
but.... i dont know how to find out... @@
after that.. they ask a lot and a lot questions..
some i totally cannot answer..
weird de questions.. =.=
when interview.. from start till the end.. i keep laughing at there.. =.=
and they are laughing at there too.. =.=
before i went out from the interview room..
they call me i must find out my foster.. this is my tugas.. and need to say sorry to her/him.. >.<
but actually.. i dont know how to find out now..
because 2 weeks d.. now go and find out quite weird lo.. >.< @@
haih.. i dont know....
felt very very pekcek now... >.<

recent life.

i'm really tired recently..
really really not enough sleep on weekdays.. >.<
waiting for holidays come.. :)
more and more busy d..
busy with homeworks..
busy with kk.. because need to do task.. @@
i still haven go tuition..
later go tuition d don't know should how..
24 hours sure not enough for me d.. =(
aiks...


sometimes think that two is better than one.. =X
miss the days.. @@
i dont know why i will miss 'someone' recently.. =/
and i miss my friends..
primary friends.. secondary friends..
now my bestie-s all are not with me d.. >.<
i should learn to become more independent d.. >.<
good luck to me.. xD



i want to sleep!
i have no enough sleep.. >.<
missing someone.. @@