Bye. ♥

hmm..
going to korea tonight.
hehe..
feel a bit excited. =)
hmm..
i wish..
have a nice and happy trip. =D

and..
MERRY CHRISTMAS!
to all my friends. =D



Bye.♥♥




To: 38 Teng & alien
i will try my best to capture some lengzai de photo let you see.
LOLS. =)

海派甜心

薛海（罗志祥 饰演）化名林达浪，装成穷小子，远离两个姊姊的保护，从台湾来到杭州浙江大学念书。达浪把自己藏在丑不拉叽香菇头底下，对所有未知且陌生的一切感到好奇，这是达浪第一次一个人离家，他生命中的许多第一次已经在等着他……
薛海在机场等待登机飞往上海时，一个甜美的声音传来，他没看到声音主人的长相，但留下深刻印象。他却没想到，这个拥有甜美声音的女生，个性如此粗暴、罢道，而且人缘这么差！
声音的主人是达浪的同学、长相和声音一样甜美，当选过甜心小姐，只有名字与个性不甜美的……陈宝茱（杨丞琳饰演）！
从此，达浪虽然害羞，但仍想尽办法鼓起勇气和宝茱接触。宝茱见所有同学都讨厌自己，只有达浪不怕死，倒也觉得达浪特别；而且达浪傻傻的、好像什么事都不懂的样子，也常搞得宝茱哭笑不得，更燃起宝茱的正义感，激 起想保护达浪的欲望，于是常将达浪「带」在身边。
即使所有人都叫达浪不要靠近宝茱，达浪仍然与宝茱密切互动，两个正值青春年少的男女，逐渐互生好感……
但是，人生并不会事事如意，薛海和宝茱之间产生意想不到的变故，薛海失恋了！从此薛海再也不相信爱情，反而摇身一变成为嚣张的海派王子！到处洒钱摆阔，原本老实善良的达浪完全消失无踪…
三年后，宝茱在高中学长何言风（李威 饰演）的陪伴之下，逐渐走出失恋阴霾，并在言风的介绍之下，在电台主持「甜心时间」节目，成为当红DJ！没想到，薛海从广播中听见了宝茱的声音，出手阔气的他马上把电台买下来，成为宝茱的顶头上司，两人因此再次相逢…
但宝茱再遇到外表与林达浪长的如此相像的海派王子，却成了另一个讨厌的家伙，到底要远离他？还是该爱上他？




before:

after:

-NEW-

hehe..
long time din update jor.
felt hand very itchy.
just update with some photo. =)

and
i change NEW blogskin d.
actually this is not the one i want to change de.
because some problem.
so i used this skin. =)




here some pic..

i tried those when i went to JJ buy my long jeans last saturday.

but..

i din buy those. =(

really regret din buy.

especially the first one, purple colour de.

i love it so much.

sunday i go again.

people bought away d.

sigh! =(

issh.

grow many many pimples again.

WTH man!

T__________T

really ugly.

go korea cant kam zai liao!

sigh! =(

pity =.=

gosh.
just now did all the housework..
swept and mop upstairs and downstairs..
use more than 2 hours to done it..
nobody help me..
i done it alone.. =(
and wash some shoes..
sigh! =((
pity me..
now my bone really pain..
腰酸背痛..
i old d.. =(
kakak din come.. i miss them!
now.. i become kakak d..
gosh! =.=
same like cinderella huh?
LOLs.
no! i'm not!
cinderella is pretty but i'm not!
haha! =D




hmm..
i wanna change myself..
i wanna become a lenglui..
wakaka.. =)
hmm.. can i?
LOLs.







不管我做什么都没有人会称赞我..
只有妈会.. =)
而她.. 却会得到称赞..
我.. 已经习惯了..
有时候..
真的不想计较.. =))

搞错了.

对!
搞错了! =)

00:05
算第二天了不是吗?
对! 的确是算第二天了..
可是她说不是..

前几天..
老妈打去给那个租van的.. 跟他说要租van..
然后那个时候.. 我就把妈妈手上的行程表拿来看一下..
我看到那边写着: 00:05 的班机
然后我就跟妈说:
00:05就是算另一天了噢
所以就不是26号晚上去了咯.. 应该是25号晚上了.. 因为00:05咯
然后.. 老爸听到我这样说也觉得对.. 应该是25号晚上的班机了
老妈想了想我说的话, 的确很有道理
结果就打给她(aunty)问看一下..
结果她说, 是26号晚上.. 没错..
然后妈就跟她说, 可是00:05就是算第二天了的咯..
可是.. 她还是说是26号晚上.. =S
那时候的我.. 真的觉得很奇怪
结果还是算了.. 不想讲太多..

直到昨天..
才知道真的搞错了..

昨天下午..
老妈一回到家
就跟我说,
真的是25号晚上.. 不是26号晚上..
他们打去问了.. 真的是搞错了..
哈哈哈.. 都说嘛.. 是25号了咯.. 还说是26号.. ceh~ =S
幸好有打去问看啊..
不然的话..... 不知道会有什么后果.. =S
不听小孩言, 吃亏在眼前.. =P


hmm.. 期待哦! =)

失望..

昨天..
真的考完试了..
也真的毕业了..
可是.. 我一点开心的感觉都没有.. >.<
考完试了.. 不是应该高兴的吗?
不! 我完全感觉不到..

真的毕业了..
真的很不舍得.. >.<
也不知道大家几时还能碰面..
是否能再一起相聚呢?
真的不知道..

昨天..
是我在中学生崖的最后一天了..
是我在光华的最后一天了..
真的真的很舍不得.. >.<
最后一天.. 也没什么特别..
唉! 失望..
本来想在光华的每个角落拍个照, 做个纪念..
但是.. 都没有..
T___________T

之前..
本来说好考完试过后一起出去玩的..
结果.. 都没有..
真的很失望..
alien.. 对不起..
真的对你感到非常抱歉.. 我也不知道为什么..
昨天真的没有那个心情去玩..
所以我才决定不去的.. 跟我妈回KS.. >.<
我想.. 大家都没去了.. 搞成这样..
如果去的话, 也是没有那个兴奋的心情玩的..
可能会冷场.. 所以才决定不去的..
真的很抱歉.. >.<
知道你很不开心.. =/

本来.. 我已经计划好了一切..
但是.. 现在却换来的是大大的失望..
至于是什么计划.. 你们当然不知道..
因为我都没告诉你们.. =.=
真的不明白为什么她总是把事情搞得那么复杂.. 想得那么复杂..
这已经不是第一次了..
有时候.. 真的很不爽她.. >.<

以后..
大家是否还能出来一起聚一聚呢?
我不知道..
但是我却知道..
某某人一定会把它搞得很复杂.. 说这说那的..

真的很失望..
也感到很累了..
上一个星期..
本来很期待的..
脑袋一直想着玩而已..
那现在呢?
不知道为什么没那个心情了..
那种兴奋的心情也没了..
换来的却是大大的失望..
真的很累.. >.<

闷死啦! =.=

这几天都呆在家里..
真的闷死啦..
快生蘑菇了.. ~.~
叫老妈带我去shopping一下.. 她也不要..
ceh.. 真是的!! >.<

其实是还有一科华语还没考..
可是.. 总觉得好像考完了..
不必读了.. 哈哈..
sienz啦~~!

最近..
又很爱发呆做梦了..
又开始发白日梦.. 胡思乱想了.. =,=
也不能怪我啦..
那是我的习惯.. 我的爱好..
哈哈!
我可以在那边做两三个小时的梦的..
哈哈哈.. ^^

最近想了很多东西..
想以前的朋友啊.. 想考完试的这几个月里我该做什么..
明年我应该读什么..
想想想...
真的不知道要怎样.. 不懂要读什么..
我想读的.. 是不可能读了的.. (深奥叻?) =.=
有时想想一下.. 倒不如嫁个有钱人算了..
不必那么烦.. 哈哈.. 嫁给XXX~ =D
昨天老妈问我在这几个月里要出去做工吗..
我没回答..
过后她又说..
不用去做啦.. 在家里做家务啦..
她说.. 如果我肯在家里做家务就不用去做工咯.. 哈哈..
接着我回答她说..
那么我宁愿出去做工哦.. 哈哈.. =P

就这样咯..
闷到要死酱.. >.<
又不想读华语..
哈哈! =D




最近不懂为什么心情不是很好..
是不是太闷了?
我想应该是吧.. =P
以前.. 如果心情不好的时候可以发泄在他身上..
很坏对吧? 哈哈..
这不能怪我.. 你也很坏嘛..
每天惹我.. >.<
算扯平咯..
可是.. 现在不会再有了..
不会再像以前那样了..
后悔了吗?
我不知道!!!




昨天晚上..
跟静欣傻婆聊一下..
哈哈..
好久没看到她了..
想你叻... =D
不过...
我相信我们很快就可以见面啦..
你放心.. 我会去找你的.. =))

下一站, 幸福嚒?

很闷啊..
真的很闷咯..
唉~~~
剩下华语最后一科了..
都不懂要读什么..
哈哈.. =D
闷死啦~~~ XD






那天..
真的不知道为什么会信息给他..
哈哈..
总觉得.. 对他的感觉不再像以前那样了.. =)
是应该高兴吗?
不知道!!
可能.. 你只不过是我生命中的一个过客..
对! 我明了..
我懂了.. =)



最近..
很多朋友都面对那个问题..
尤其是他..
真的不知道该如何帮他.. =.=
爱情.. 真的让人很烦..




想一想..
我们很久没像以前那样.. 那样"要好"了吧?
hmm... 应该有两年了吧? =X
不知道为什么.. 开始想念了.. =S
以前.. 不管你有多累.. 多忙..
都会sms我..
每天都会有几百封的信息..
每天早上睡醒.. 都会看到你那一封一封的信息..
有时候.. 真的会觉得很烦..
但现在.. 再也不会有了..
你不会再像以前那样了..
还记得以前考PMR的时候..
你每天都会问我考得怎样..
但现在呢? 你不再问了..
连一句鼓励, 加油的话都没有..
更不用说是问我考得怎样..
我... 真的想念你了吗?
我不知道...
你....
是不是真的把我给忘了?
你是不是真的放弃了?
我想... 应该是吧..?
如果真的是那样的话..
我应该高兴的不是吗? =S
arrgh!
真的觉得很矛盾..





也许他根本就不适合我..
我要的不是那样的..
他每天都那么忙..
连读书的时间都快没有了..
哪里还会有时间陪我..
对! 你根本就不适合我..
对! 我会找到比你更好的..
对! 那只不过是我的习惯..
但.. 那习惯现在不会再有了.. =))

learn..

女生的心~
常常因为你的体贴而感动~
如果你一直对我好~
我可能就会喜欢你~

女生的感情很丰富~
喜欢你的我~
会毫不保留的付出~
天真的认为有天你就会懂~

女生的心很容易受伤~
所以我不轻易说出口~
假如希望落空了~
伤心难过很不好受 ~

女生的心很倔强~
总希望你先说~
如果你也犹豫不决~
或许我们就这样错过~
再来后悔为何当初不说~

男生的心很脆弱~
常常会因为你的小动作而心碎~
如果你一直若即若离~
我怎么敢喜欢你~

男生的心思很细密~
喜欢你的我~
会不计一切的付出~
单纯的认为你会懂得珍惜~

男生的♥很不容易说出口~
因为一旦说出口~
或许再也没有希望了~
彼此悲伤见面真的很不好受~

男生的心很懦弱~
总怕伤心而紧闭双唇~
或许一打开双唇尽出心语后~
就会后悔当初为何不沉静在那片刻的幸福中~

别把所想说的话埋藏在心中了~
你不说出~
或许他永远都不会知道~
可能就这样错过~
再也来不及了~
别把♥变成一种遗憾~

懂得珍惜以后...
就不会后悔了...

moody.. =.=

arrgh!!!
headache!!!

finally..
left one subject.. chinese..
wuuhuuu~~ =)
时间真的过得很快呐~~~
LOLs.

today.. EA..
never scored A in school de EA..
spm will get A-?
i don't know..
LOLs.
paper 1 do wrong many d..
paper 2 quite many don't know to do..
just cincai write.. sigh. >.<
but..
don't know la..
really hope can get A- lo..
haihz..
T_________T
i admit i never work hard and read hard for it..
i admit i never study well on this time exam.. SPM!
i admit i'm really lazy..
i admit.............
yea.. i admit..!!
always...
always book read me, not i read book.. =.= [if u are clever u will get what i mean.]
LOLs.
and...
always study blur..
sigh!
T_________T

hmm.. don't know what should i say now..
really tired..
tired!
gonna to sleep 12 hours d..
muahaha.. =)



i admit i'm lazy..


and..
moody now..
someone make me angry..
siao za bo!
herng!

i'm crazy

i'm really crazy..
i'm mad..

arrgh!!!
really want ki siao d..
at the end also change back my blogskin..
sigh! =((
yesterday decide want to do a new blogskin..
but.. aikz.. don't know how to say..
i admit i'm really stupid!!! >.<
suan!!! use back the old one also not bad what..
LOLs. =.="'
waste my time again..
sigh!
blood really want vomit out liao.. >.<
why am i so stupid?!
T____________T
arrgh!
felt sleepy now.. >.<





this is what i learned today..
BE YOURSELF!





moody..

03122009

0312~~
老妈滴生日.. =D

we have our dinner at ABC Chicken.. =]

mama's birthday cake..

American Chocolate..

the present i bought for her.. =)

and my cookiessss.. =D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY~~~ =]

02122009

just want to write something about yesterday..

yesterday..
science paper..
i don't know what will happen to my science..
don't know will get B or not..
i don't know.. im really don't know!
at the last minutes..
i focus a lot de din come out.. =(
and many question i don't know to do..
got read dao de also forgot d.. sigh. =(
i hate myself..
i hate myself din study well..
i hate myself din memorise well..
sigh. =((
don't want to say anymore..
i'm so sad and desperate..
T__________T
i think i will not get the results that i want!


after exam..
my dearest fren.. hong.. accompany me go kp.. =]
actually she go just want to accompany me only..
she din buy anything.. just accompany me.. ^^
when we eat our lunch at McDonald..
we talk many things..
long time din talk so long times with her d..
we talk about our exam.. talk about......
原来.. she is same with me..
don't worry.. i can felt ur feeling now..
我们是同病相连的.. =)
after that..
we walk aroud kp to find i want buy de things.. =]
hmm..
just skip the things that happened when we buy and after buy.. =)
although she is tired.. but still accompany me..
haha.. felt warm.. *.*
thanks so much~~ mwak~~! *.*





take a quiz on fb.. =] LOLs.
what does your day of birth say about you..
born on a Wednesday..
Personality Traits
- Adventurous.
- Great sense of humor.
- Altruistic.
- Loves to enjoy life.
- Caring and loving.
- Faithful friend.
- Confident personality.
- Quite sensitive.
- Warm and considerate towards people.

我... 真的崩溃了.....

今天..
是account paper..
早上一早到了学校就拼命地再复习一遍..
因为我真的很怕我会怕到患上老人痴呆症.. =S
还没考之前.. 心跳真的跳得很快.. 不知道为什么.. =S
过后.. 那个死老师在最后的五分钟才叫我们换班.. 害我紧张得要死..
要进考场之前.. 紧张得要命.. 因为没时间了..
害我的calculator and rubber 都掉进了那个臭longkang.. =.="'

翻开考卷..
心跳还是很快..
但.. 做了一会儿后..
心就开始平静了下来.. 因为问题蛮容易的.. =)
考完第一张后.. 充满了信心.. 最多也只会错几题罢了..
但.........
第二张..
真的让我失去了信心.. =((
做完第一题.. 不imbang.. 算!! 做第二题先..
看到第二题..
我的老天啊..
那个什么pinjaman还有什么什么的,我根本看不懂它是什么东东.. >.<
最后.. 真的还是imbang不到.. T________T
天啊天啊... 两题imbang不到了..
开始紧张了.. >.<
做题三题先..
天啊.. 又imbang不到..
天啊天啊.. 那时候的我真的不知所措了.. 害怕紧张了..
连续3题不imbang, 不紧张才怪.. =.=
做第4和第5题的时候..
惨!!! 尿急! >.< 但是还是硬着头皮不去'解放'..
因为如果去的话就会浪费那宝贵的时间了..
做完第4和第5后..
再倒回去做第1,2和3..
惨! 惨! 惨! 还是不能.. >.<
真的很怕.. 又尿急.. >.<
天啊.. 都不知道倒什么霉运.. 早上东西就掉到那个臭longkang去.. >.<
那个时候.. 时间过得特别快.. 一分一秒地过去..
而我还是imbang不到.. 不知道到底错在什么地方.. 找不到错误..
........ 一下子.. 时间就到了.. T______T
那时候的我快要哭出来了.. 因为还是做不到.. >.<
真的不知道错在什么地方..

在回家的路上一直想着..
回到家后还在想..
现在也是..
我真的不甘心!!!
不甘心为什么在这一次重要的考试中做不到..
不甘心!! >.<
跟了sugu两年了.. 去他的课两年了.. 努力两年了..
如果这次真的拿不到A或A-的话..
我真的会哭出来.....

我.. 不甘心!!!

我... 真的崩溃了.....
T__________T




i hate you!
and i hate god too! =((




tomorrow is science paper..
the subject i never got A before.. since primary school.. >.<
she told me that.. wont be so difficult..
but.. i'm really cant!!!
i'm really weak in science..
but.. i hope that miracle will happen on this time..
hope i can get A-..
pray for me pleaseeeeee.. LOLs.




GOOD LUCK!

waste time again. =((

boring..

really boring.. sigh. =(

i waste time again..

i waste 4 days again.. =.="'

really no mood to study..

my mind just keep on thinking want to play only.. LOLs.

still haven't start to study science..

before SPM started..

i already read the reference book..

but now.. forgot all i have read before d..

sigh! =((

i think.. maybe tomorrow only study science le ba..

because don't have enough time d..

my account still haven't settle.. gosh.. =(

arrgh! why i so lazy?

issh... >.<

aikz.. really lazy..

i hate myself..

i hate chin!

i hate me!

i hate you!

i hate you!

i hate you!

anyway..

wish that i can do well on tomoro paper.. account.. =))

now don't know why got a bit worry about it..

the subject i never worried before..

aikz.. >.<

i think i aim for it A enough d..

don't aim so high d..

because..

期望越高.. 失望越大..

LOLs.

really hope that tomoro i can do well..

chin~ cannot afraid anymore.. =))

God bless me.. pleaseeeeee.. =)

now..

i waste my time again..

sigh! =((

crazy de me.. take some pic.. LOLs. XD

apple pie~

yummy~ yummy~ =))

took a sampat pic..

haha.. just wake up.. =D

ugly la..

i admit i'm crazy.. =/
play the crazy penguin till crazy crazy d.. haha.. =P

GOOD LUCK for tomoro.. =))

all the best!!!

i hate you! =[

just want to write something that happened on these 2 days..
it was a damn 2 days.. =(


thursday night..
happened something quite shocked me..
and i was angry!
now he always like that..
don't know what's wrong with him..
arrgh!!!
really not my fault!!! =((

friday night.. yesterday..

i angry again..

arrgh!!!

promised ppl d still go?!

wth!!!

i'm damn angry!

late 2 weeks will die izzit?

sigh sigh sigh!

i'm really angry.. because she promise me d still go..

i'm very angry..

i will not forgive u!

arrgh!!! T_______T

all is 'siao kia' 's fault.. =((

moody..

damn angry..

sigh! =((

i hate you!

i hate you!

i hate you!

boring. =.="

aikz..
feel boring with life..
everyday do the same things..
aikz.. =.="

arrgh!!!
my add maths..
can't control my emotional now..
keep on thinking my add maths.. =(
just now go a website checked the answer..
many did wrong d..
the question 1 i did wrong too! careless mistake again..
sigh. =(
i did a careless mistake again.. =(
haih.. i lost the marks again lo..
the worst is.. i lost question 1 marks..
the question that can score full marks..
sigh. why always did the careless mistake..
why so careless?? =(
T___________T
moody..
down..
scared can't get B also..
sigh. =( I DON'T WANT! I DON'T WANT!!!
now.. i don't know what should i do d..
study? no mood d.. =( sienz..
like don't have confidence anymore..
we had took 6 subjects..
all like die also.. cham! aikz.. =(
i think the results will become a regretment in my life soon!
T___________T







nothing to do..
post some lame things..
LOLs.

你在前世有過這樣的經歷：前世的你是個花花公子/公主，奉承你討好你的人相當多，你幾乎被他她們捧上了天，完全不知道天高地厚咯！於是，你變得越來越霸道，越來越不講理，完全是一副為所欲為的模樣。後來，老天為了懲罰你，就決定讓你在今世默默體會孤立無援的滋味。
*今世的你:今世容易感覺孤獨的你實際上是一個充滿大智慧的人。你看慣了身邊的是非，心思就逐漸變得細膩起來。你不喜歡讓自己處於人多的地方，你喜歡安靜的環境，你的耐力很好，這樣的你常常躲起來研究自己喜歡的東東，任何人都走不進你的小小世界，你的一生都在為自己做規劃。你喜歡純潔且無私的感情模式，戀愛中的你是個具有自我犧牲精神的人...，多愁善感的你囉嗦起來也是挺嚇人的呢！你的愛情攻勢是今生無誨型的哦！
*你的缺點:你這個人經常是聰明反被聰明誤
*今世跟你速配的人:想轉世做老虎的人。

生命的颜色::黑色:::人格分裂小恶魔
你拥有多重人格，一会儿是天使、一会儿是恶魔，集最佳实行力、理解力、社交力于一想出人头地对你不是难事，但是你却常常另外去追求遥不可及的目标，以致终其一生都在追逐梦中楼阁，要小心分裂性格会对你造成不平衡的影响，让你难以得到真正的快乐。

=.="'
sweat right?
LOLs. boring..

sigh. =(

arrgh!!!
add maths.. suck!
sigh. =(

yesterday was add maths paper..
really die d.. =(
regret that i din revise hard for it..
before the day of exam..
i slept!! =(
sleep again.. din revise finish..
sigh. =( really hate myself.. like to sleep. =.="'

paper 1.. quite ok gua.. but got a bit regret din revise hard for paper 1.. because quite easy..
don't know can get 40/80 or not.. because got some questions i din do, forgot how to do d.
i wish can! =D
paper 2.. sigh. =(
really difficult.. really!!! =(
a lot of questions i din do.. just let it blank.. T__________T
section A.. 2 or 3 questions din do at all..
section B.. just do 2 questions only..
my god man! =(
really hard for me!
before the exam start.. before 2.00p.m.
really gan jiong.. =S
gan jiong till 3.30p.m.
sigh. @.@
really cant concentrated and do well at that time. =(
aikz.. T__________T
before this.. wish to get A- for add maths..
but now.. i think get B also got a bit hard..
sigh. =(
just hope can get A- or B+ for add maths..
just hope that the standard will become lower.. because paper 2 really difficult!


hmm..
all the best lo.. =)

+U

yesterday afternoon till night..
my mind keep on thinking my maths..
sigh. =(
really cant concentrated while memorise my moral.. =S
aikz.. cham! =(

today moral paper..
sigh. T________T
a bit difficult..
got some questions don't know to do..
sigh.. >.<
don't know can get A or not..
just wish that can get A or A- lor.. =)
god bless me pleaseeeee.. =) haha..

tomorrow is add maths..
hmm.. wish can get A- for add maths.. (haha.. never got B in school also) LOLs.
now still haven't revise finish my add maths..
haven't start to do any exercise..
arrgh! sienz.. =X
felt sleepy and tired.. haha..

anyway..
really wish that tomorrow i can do well..
wish can get A- for add maths.. =D

jiayou ba~
god really must bless me aaa.. =)
good luck~


王爱晶! 你不是说过要把它当成一个普通的考试吗?
怎么现在又变成这样了? =S
你真的需要把它当成是一个普通的考试..
因为这样.. 你的思绪才能平静下来..
思绪平静.. 你才能把它做好..
所以.. 王爱晶..
你一定要放轻松地面对每一张试卷..
把它当做是一个普通的考试..
千万不可以紧张..
一定要冷静.. 一定要!
加油吧!! =))

sad and sad..!

arrgh!
i want ki siao d.. really.. >.<
become crazy.. mad d..!

today...
is maths paper..
before this.. i wish that i can get A+ for maths..
but now.. speechless..
i cant! really cant d! i did many careless mistake..
my god! felt want to go "long pia" d.. T__________T
paper 1.. sigh. =(
did many wrong.. a lot are careless mistake.. issh.. >.<
now see back the paper.. actually i can correct 4 or 5 questions more..
arrgh!
4 or 5 questions.. those all are careless mistake..
really want "long pia" d..
wanna vomit blood liao.. >.<
careless! i'm really careless!
T__________T
paper 2..
before exam..
i hope that i can do well and score well on this paper..
then only can get my "dream result".. A+..
but.. after the exam..
i think i cant d..
i cant get A+ d.. sigh. =(
i'm very sad..
i'm very sure i lost 10 marks on paper 2 d..
others.. sure will have some wrong too..
aikz.. =(
paper 1 lost 10 marks.. paper 2 lost 10 marks..
now lost 20 marks d..
sure cannot get A+ d..
aikz.. really really sad.. =(
T__________T
god never bless me!
guan yin ma and tua pek gong never bo bi me! =((

now...
just hope that i can get A lor..
aikz.. =(

cannot careless d!!!
be careful!!!

long time no see. LOLs. =)

arrgh!
again..
i waste my time.. sigh. =(
i waste two days..
don't know do what.. dreaming again.. =(
yesterday night..
keep got ppl msg me while i'm studying..
LOLs.
today..
just start my revision..
always last minutes..
死性不改..
sigh. =( when i do the past year paper.. i had forgot how to do d.. cham~
add maths.. lagi teruk! =.="
sienz la..
try my best to do well.. =)

for yesterday....
yesterday night..
ZY msg me.. LOLs.
quite long time din chat with her d..
her first msg is.. long time no see d..
haha..
ya.. really long time no see d.. 5 years d.. haha..
then.. she said.. suddenly very miss me..
LOLs. =)
i miss you too la.. =)




now i know what should i do d..
don't "come into my world" again..
pleaseeeee.. =)




jiayou!!!
Good LUck!!! =))

aikz..

finally..
we had took 3 subject..
that was BM, BI, and sejarah..
BM.. like don't have any confident anymore.. =(
BI and sejarah.. sigh. =(

18/11::::
BM and sejarah paper 1..
7:55.. went into exam class..
my heartbeat very very fast..
felt very very cold.. =.="
after open the exam paper..
my heart jump more faster..
because i aim de question din come out.. sigh. =(
but its ok. nevermind.. i did the question which i know enough..
and i think that i can do well..
but.. after come out from the class..
many of friends also did that question..
my god! i'm afraid..
afraid that standard will become higher..
second paper..
was sejarah paper 1..
when i do the paper..
din have any stress..
din scared..
LOLs.
felt like normal exam.. haha..
don't know why..
but i know that i won't be score well in that paper..
third paper..
BM paper 2..
after saw all the question..
quite gan jiong..
because sastera just kena 2 question..
and novel din kena at all.. aikz..
now.. don't know my BM can get A or not.. sigh.

yesterday.. 19/11..
english paper..
aikz.. my essay look like primary school student write de essay..
LOLs.
don't know will get how much.. aikz..
sejarah.. sigh.. =(
the subject that i "love" the most..
when form 5.. mid-term and trial exam..
i never passed.. LOLs. =.="
before the sejarah paper..
i did my best to memorize it..
but.. i can't.. =(
all the things cannot 'save' into my brain.. i'm afraid..
when i open the exam paper.. want vomit blood d..
My God! all siva gave de ramalan was kena!
my god man.. =(
after i come out from the class..
i'm regret and sad..
regret i din memorize it.. sigh.. =(
everyone was very happy.. because the ramalan all kena..
if got read and memorize well..
should be no problem.. know to answer all..
alien jiu shuang liao lo..
because she got memorize hard.. read hard..
no problem liao de la.. she can get A d.. =)
but me.. aikz..
din memorize it.. really really regret..
but i think if i memorize all, also cannot 'save' into my brain..
because i'm very week in memorize.. =(
aikz.. don't know can pass or not..
i want get B aaa..
but.. like got a bit hard d.. haihz.. =(
my result just can A or B only..
i want A or B only..
cannot see any C or D or E or even G.. LOLs.
no! no G! and no C D and E.. NO!
just can A and B.. =)

still have 7 subjects..
i must study hard d..
but.. science and EA like got a bit hard..
because i'm very week in that two subject..
arrgh! again need to memorize.. i HATE!
especially science.. never get A since primary school.. LOLs.
but.. maybe i will get A in my spm? LOLs.
i don't think so.. =.="
anyway.. i must死背la.. aikz.. =(
add maths.. will try my best to revise it..
must get A.. (dont know can or not).. haha..
but will try my best lo.. =)

CHIN!! u must get at least 7As.. or 8As..
must! must! must!
aikz.. all the best ba..
jiayou!!!



aikz.. he don't want "choi" me d.. =(
why am i so stupid.. aikz..


you make me so stress..

exam make me become crazy.. =(

Good Luck!!!

tomoro...
is our big day..
18/11... SPM!
also is hong birthday..
quite kolian..
same day with spm lo..
LOLs.
sorry.. cant celebrate with u d.. >.<

18/11/09.. SPM..
our big day..
arrgh!!!

yesterday someone told me..
he said..
SPM quite literally determines what our life will be..
LOLs.
after i heard this.. i was afraid and scared..>.<
yesterday.. while study i was cried again..
T______________T
cant control myself..

arrgh!!!
really really really not enough time d..
i'm still left 3 or 4 hours to study..
because tonight i'm going out..
i did a stupid and crazy thing.. =.='

so.. i still got time to study?
i will not study and read sejarah anymore..
i dont want it influenced others subject..
i dont want waste time on sejarah d..
because i'm still have others subject need to read..
many many many things haven't read..
sejarah.. suck!!
i "love" it! =(
now.. i worry i cant cover my BM..
because still got many things haven't read..
anywhere.. i must read finish it..
because i aim BM for A de.. =)
english.. aikz..
langsung haven't read..
don't know what will happen when i do the english paper..
i'm worry and scare.. >.<
i'm really can't imagine and no dare to imagine what will happen to my sejarah paper..
both papers i oso scare..
because i din study well..
i din memorize..
i din read text book..
sigh. =(
how? i don't know..
hope god bless me..

yesterday..
received many wishes from frens..
such as...
gambateh.. jiayou.. good luck..
and also "u can do it!"

same to him..
he said..
don't give up..
u can do it!
for ur "shine" future..
LOLs. =)


need to offline d..
i hope everything will be fine..
hope GOD BLESS ME~

GOOD LUCK~
GAMBATEH~
ALL THE BEST~
=)

arrgh!!!

arrgh! if not include today, still left 1 more day.. issh.. >.<
gonna to die soon..
i'm really really scare now..
but i don't know what should i do now..
i'm kinda lost my direction.. T_________T

hmm.. BM.. wutts.
i now only realize that BM i still got many many things haven't revise and take a look..
sigh. =(
especially 'contoh karangan'..
i never read it before.. LOLs.
i'm really scare and worry that i don't have enough time to read it and take a look..
saturday and sunday.. i used a lot of time to arrange my BM notes..
really messy.. =.="'
after i arranged finish..
my god..
it look like a mountain..
get what i mean? =)
i had take a pic..
but lazy to post up.. =P

arrgh!
i'm very very scare now..
and worry..
super scare and worry..
i'm worry i will forget all the things when do the exam.. =(
haihz..
very stress now.. =(

i don't have enough time anymore..
gonna to die soon..
i din study hard.. =(
and din work hard.. =(
i'm lost my direction..
T___________T


14/11 [saturday] :::::
my mama bring my brother go out to play kite..
and i followed them.. =)
many funny things happen..
at that time..
i din feel any stress..
i was very happy and enjoyed..
although very tired [because need to run]..
although failed [kite cannot go up].. haha..
but i'm really happy..
don't have any stress at that time.. =)



hmm...
i don't know what should i do now..
i'm really tired with exam..
i hate exam!
forever! =(

she said that,
if you go and watch <2012> movie..
you will feel that spm is just nothing..
LOLs.
really?
i hope so.. =)

my mama said that..
i don't have confidence..
i lack of confidence..
izzit true?
i think so.. =(

i lack of...
sleep.. time.. confidence..
arrgh! headache!
T______________T

i will just try my best..
GOD BLESS ME~
guan yin ma bless me~
tua pek gong bless me~
all the god bless me..
haha..
LOLs. =)

GOOD LUCK..

放弃

剩下5天了.. >.<
时间真的真的不够用了..
没有时间了..
[没时间, 我没时间.......] =)
但是.. 我还是还没准备好..
还有好多好多都还没读..
突然...
想放弃了..
觉得很辛苦.. >.<
真的很讨厌自己..
真的真的很恨我自己..
为什么总是要在最后一分钟才那么拼..
最后一分钟的拼搏,会成功吗?
真的很辛苦..
读到头脑都一片空白了..
其实... 到底有没有进脑我都不知道..
真的不知道.. =.='"

今天.. 一整天的心情都不是很好.. >.<
今早...
她说今晚要去那里住一晚.. 明天才回..
可是.. 我说不要..
我的时间都不够用了.. 去了后不是更不够用?
有时候...
真的觉得人很自私..
是人都会自私..
不知道你是否有没有为我想过..
也许你真的不知道我很压力..
也许你不知道我读到快喘不过气来了..
也许这些你都不知道..
你不曾担心过我的学业..
我知道你非常相信我..
知道我可以做到..
所以不需让你操心.. =)
也许是因为在我们3姐弟里..
我的成绩是最好的..
所以你才不曾担心过我..
可是...
你是否知道..
这次的考试让我感到非常的压力?
你真的不知道..
你也不知道, 我不想让你们失望..
我真的想考取好的成绩..
不想让你们失望..
我想靠我自己..
再继续升学..
我.. 真的不想让你们失望..
可是.. 你们却不知道..

压力..
真的很压力..
我哭了..
流下了压力的泪水..
无法控制自己..
因为真的很压力..
我...
想放弃了..
真的想放弃了..
真的很讨厌很讨厌自己..
到了最后一分钟才那么拼命..
有用吗?
已经没用了..
因为现在头脑都一片空白了..
还有很多很多都还没读..
为了一个科目而花了那么多时间..
导致其他的科目都无法温习到..
真的不值得..
我真的很笨.. =(
现在才时间不够用..

我.. 不想读了..
真的不想读了..
想放弃了..
T___________________T

i'm not okay

spm still left 6 days.. MY GOD! wanna die d.. =.='
yesterday...
i din read any subject.. din touch any book.. wutts.. >.<
headache~ yesterday i was headache..
feeling not well..
and.. because of something..
i was cried.. >.<
after that.. i fall asleep again.. =.="
yesterday night...
i cant sleep..
whole night cant sleep..
thinking of somethings..
thinking of my spm.. thinking of somethings else.. -.-"'
and i din realize that it was 12a.m like that d..
after that.. i lay on the bed and finally fall asleep.. =)

today early in the morning i wake up..
why? because of yesterday i din study anything so today gonna to study..
but.. a unlucky thing was happen..
stomach pain..
i went to toilet many times..
LOLs.
sweat. -.-"
therefore.. i cannot study again..
lay on the bed..
but still pain..
after that.. fall asleep again.. =.='
and now..
head still pain..
headache from yesterday till now.. issh.. >.<
now.. my mind was blank..
blur and blur..
don't know what should i need to do now..
feeling not well..

next wednesday start exam d..
but..
i'm still doing nothing..
give up d?
i don't know.. =(



i'm not okay..

i missed you

You say i only hear what i want to.
You say i talk so all the time so.

And i thought what i felt was simple,
and i thought that i don't belong,
and now that i am leaving,
now i know that i did something wrong
'cause i missed you.
Yeah, i missed you.

And you say i only hear what i want to,
I don't listen hard,
I don't pay attention to the distance that you're running
or to anyone, anywhere,
I don't understand if you really care,
I'm only thinking negative - no, no, no.

So i turned the radio on, I turned the radio off,
and this woman was singing my song:
the lover's in love, and the other's run away,
the lover is crying 'cause the other won't stay.

Some of us hover when we weep for the other who was
dying since the day they were born.
Well, this is not that
I think that i'm throwing, but i'm thrown.

And i thought i'd live forever, but now i'm not so sure,
you try to tell me that i'm clever,
but that won't take me anyhow, or anywhere with you.

You said that i was naive
and i thought that i was strong.
I thought, "Hey, i can leave, i can leave."
But now i know that i was wrong, 'cause i missed you.

You said,
"You caught me 'cause you want me
and one day you'll let me go."
You try to give away a keeper
or keep me 'cause you know you're just so scared to lose.
And you say, "stay."

You say i only hear what i want to.

毕业了.. >.<

6/11/09
我们终于毕业了..



5/11
我为了那件事而哭了.. 那时的我根本不能控制自己.. >.<
班上发生了不愉快的事情..
但到了最后.. 还是没事了.. =)



6/11
毕业了.. 我们毕业了..
让我期待已久的日子终于到了.. >.<
在还没上台表演的时候.. 我们大家都匆匆忙忙地spray头发..
第一次spray.. 觉得蛮爽的.. 哈哈..
那些给我spray的朋友.. 真的很不好意思.. 我spray到不是很美.. 哈哈.. =P

在后台等着出场的时候.. 真的真的很紧张..
那种紧张的心情到现在还是无法忘记.. 想到都觉得好笑.. 哈哈..
一开始跳的时候.. 哇.... 真的很怕.. 手都在抖了.. 哈哈..
在牵手的那一部分时.. 静妮突然把我的手牵得很紧.. 她应该也是很紧张吧? 哈哈..
虽然这一次的表演发生了很多不愉快的事..
但.. 也增进了我们彼此的友谊.. =)

过后.. 我们一整班便到green box去..
我们六人行的计划最终还是取消了..
但是过后跟班上的人在一快儿玩过后.. 觉得蛮爽的.. 很开心..
大约4点的时候.. 我们6个便出去走走..
sampat的事发生了...
我.. alien.. trecia..
我们三个拿了一件衣服后..
便在orange sorbet 的更衣室里开始sampat了..
在里面.. 我们做了很多sampat的事.. 我们三个一直在里面笑..
尤其是丽婷.. 一直弄我笑.. 还有那只alien也是..
她们俩弄到我的脸都红红了.. 一直笑不停.. 像傻佬一样..
当我们在笑的当儿.. 不懂是哪个白痴讲我们gila.. =.=
拜托.. 你自己才gila咯.. 人家笑有罪啊.. 哈哈..
人家爽你不给啊.. =)

过后.. 我们又回去了green box..
跟YS和VJ庆祝生日..
hmmm.. 这天.. 是我第一次看到黄以森哭.. 哈哈..

到了大概6点的时候..
哇... 整班high了起来..
尤其是老师.. 超high的.. 哈哈..
第一次看到老师那么high.. =D

要回家的时候.. 在房间外等alien出来的当儿..
winnie抱了我.. 还kiss了我一下.. *.*
那时候的我感觉到了朋友给予的温暖..
过后.. 老师也紧紧的抱着我..
从她的眼神里.. 我看到了她的不舍.. *.*

过后..那只alien便哭着出来..
我就知道她会哭..
过后.. 老师的眼睛也红红了.. 老师也哭了..
那时的我告诉自己千万不可以哭.. 一定要忍着.. =)

6/11.. 是让我感到很开心的一天..
在我中学生崖留下了一个美好的回亿..
但.. 更多的是不舍.... >.<
朋友~ 我会想念你们的..
SPM也要加油哦! ;)



7/11
最后一次上sugu的课..
跟了他两年.. aikz..
可惜.. 没跟他拍照.. 哈哈..
sugu.. will be missing you..
haha.. =)



她... 让我感到很失望..
伤心+失望+生气
一个我最好的朋友..
或许以后我再也不会借任何东西给你了..
也许你会认为我小气...
但是.. 你真的让我很失望..
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Unlucky.. >.<

haihz..
really really unlucky.. >.<
very very very "fan" now..
"fan"! "fan"! "fan"!
decide long time liao de thing now having problem d.. issh....
wth...... =.=
why? why? why so unlucky de... >.<
haihz.. then now.. don't know can how d..
haihz.. who can help?
haihz.. haihz.. haihz..
SPM coming soon.. aikz.. really die d.. 15 days to go.. >.<
really really scare now..
recently always sleep and day dreaming again.. issh.. >.<
haihz.. "fan" aaaaa............ >.<


yesterday.. ponteng with alien..
haha.. the feeling is....
scaring + fun
hahaha... =)
this was the 2nd time i ponteng with fren..
1st time was form 2..
haha..
but.. this time really really scared..
don't know why.. although is 2nd time ponteng..
haha.. quite fun.. =)
alien.. fun right? haha.. =P

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SPM.. still left 21 days.. haihz..
quit facebook d.. sob sob.. >.<
don't know i will login and play again or not.. haha.. hope i won't.. =)
i think after SPM only play le ba.. hope i can do it.. =D

these few days went to school just keep on talking + day dreaming only..
although some teacher got teach.. i also din listen.. haha.. =)
so.. in conclusion.. i was dreaming when teacher teach in front.. =P
so.. what for i went to school o..?
hmm.. maybe i want chit-chat with frens? haha.. i think so.. =)
or maybe that alien call me go then i go?
haha.. i don't know.. =)
after next week jiu graduate d.. haihz..
my dear frens.. i will miss u all.. =)
>.< aikz.. sad..



yesterday was my papa's birthday..
this year.. din buy cake.. haha..
because he say don't want.. haha..
then.. we went to sushi king eat our dinner..
quite long time we din go there eat d..
like 3 or 4 months d.. haha..
love sushi so much.. my favourite.. =D

C ♥ W

speechless..

haihz.. today got the spm time table d.. but i already knew the time table since few months ago.. so.. there is nothing much can say..
haih haih haih.. still left 26 days only.. feel really really stress now.. because i still haven't finish my revision.. aikz.. >.<
i just hope that i can do my best and get a good result in spm.. don't want my parents and aunty feel disappoint on me.. hmm.. really.. i really will try my best.. =) God Bless Me!





wed.. i can't control myself..
sent him a msg..
and im so happy..
because he reply me..
sometime felt that im really stupid..
like that also feel very happy..
haihz.. =')

and yesterday.. i sent for him a msg again..
but.. he din reply me like wed.. gosh..
always like that.. but.. nvm.. fine.. =')

if can...
i will say "Yes".. if you ask me that question again..
but.. i don't think so you will ask me again..
im really regret..




although you leave me alone since few years ago..
but.. i still love you.. =')

did you know that?

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issh... early in the morning jiu get scold.. wth...?
$%^&*(%^&*()@*&(
haihz.. always get scold recently.. issh issh issh... >.<
and very unlucky! =.=
haihz... suan!! nvm..

SPM still left 30 days..
OMG! die d.. really die d..
i think i should stop playing facebook d.. issh.. >.<

last week my "be yi" was sent me a msg..
after i read that..
i think i need to study hard and get a good result..
don't make them disappointed..
She called me just do the best and don't too pressure myself.. then i will get what i want..
hmm.. just want to tell her i will try my best to do that.. =)
anyway.. GOOD LUCK~ ^^




chin~ jiayou ba~ ^^

Tired...

haih.. recently feel very tired.. don't know why.. don't have the mood to study.. but... still left 34 days.. >.<

aiyooo.. today can't go out celebrate with the alien.. haihz.. all have transport problem.. aikz.. i'm really regret that i din go n learn car.. if i know to drive.. then don't have any problem d.. won't have transport problem anymore.. issh.. >.<

but.... i hope that you(alien) can celebrate with XXX happily la.. haha..
again.. wish you Happy Birthday and Happy ???... haha.. i think you will know what did i trying to say de.. wakaka.. =P blek..
wish you happy always.. =)




really really tired now.. sleepy.. =.=

goin to sleep later.. =)

36 days..

Today.. is last day for PMR d..
after today.. my sister can Enjoy her life in this 3 months.. until the end of december.. "shuang" liao la her.. can everyday sit in front of the computer and play.. >.<
but me.. still need to study and study and study.. issh.. wth..?! =.= haihz...
now.. i quite scare.. because my sister told me that some paper of PMR quite hard.. such as BM paper.. i scare SPM same too.. haih.. good luck to me ba..

yor.. start from today.. no one accompany me to study d.. alone d..
[ lonely.. i'm so lonely.. ....... ] haha.. =P
haih.. my sister jiu shuang la.. her PMR finally over d..
i wish that my SPM faster over too..
still left 36 days..
now i feel that really don't have much time.. and really really don't have enough time d.. but.... i still keep on play and play.. >.<
hmm.. gambateh ba.. add oil add oil.. =)

finally...

and now i only know that 'he' still care about me..

not like him..

he won't do something just like 'him'..

should i say "YES"?

i don't know..

felt so sorry to 'you'..

don't know why..

>.<

i don't like nowadays life..

don't like the life which keep studying.. and reading.. and exam..

i hate..!!

i want shopping.. i want travel.. i want sleeping..

37 days to go.. >>>>>>>> SPM.!

but now.. i still haven't prepare..

just prepare a bit only..

issh... really scare now.. >.<

going to tuition later..

aikz.. lazy.. =.=

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5 days...