moody. =/

pekcek pekcek!
moody moody! isshhh!! >.<

although now is holiday d..
but i dont have the feeling..
no happy at all..
just felt very moody.. >.<

arghhh!!!
dont know how to describe my feeling now..
just can describe with one word.. that is ----> moody! =.=
issssh!!! really pekcek now laaa..
dont know why..
maybe is... *ekhem* xD

just write about today..
today.. i went for koperasi interview..
went into the class.. then sit down..
then they ask me to intro myself.. 1 minute..
after that.. the first question they ask is.....
"did u know that who is your foster?" (if not remember wrongly) =.=
when i heard this question.. my first response is.....
" har??????? *speechless* " =.=
and i answer them.. i dont know..
and they say i tak ade bertanggungjawab.. never find out my foster..
then i answer them, because that day i absent to school.. so dont know my foster is who.. =/
then they say.. i should find out.. and say, my foster is very pity on that day.. sit at there alone..
hmmmm.. >.<
but.... i dont know how to find out... @@
after that.. they ask a lot and a lot questions..
some i totally cannot answer..
weird de questions.. =.=
when interview.. from start till the end.. i keep laughing at there.. =.=
and they are laughing at there too.. =.=
before i went out from the interview room..
they call me i must find out my foster.. this is my tugas.. and need to say sorry to her/him.. >.<
but actually.. i dont know how to find out now..
because 2 weeks d.. now go and find out quite weird lo.. >.< @@
haih.. i dont know....
felt very very pekcek now... >.<

recent life.

i'm really tired recently..
really really not enough sleep on weekdays.. >.<
waiting for holidays come.. :)
more and more busy d..
busy with homeworks..
busy with kk.. because need to do task.. @@
i still haven go tuition..
later go tuition d don't know should how..
24 hours sure not enough for me d.. =(
aiks...


sometimes think that two is better than one.. =X
miss the days.. @@
i dont know why i will miss 'someone' recently.. =/
and i miss my friends..
primary friends.. secondary friends..
now my bestie-s all are not with me d.. >.<
i should learn to become more independent d.. >.<
good luck to me.. xD



i want to sleep!
i have no enough sleep.. >.<
missing someone.. @@

姐妹♥ p/s:好友

姐妹就是 罵對方傻嗨 還能笑得開開心心
完全沒生氣的那種人 。


姐妹就是 每次和你玩 一點點小事就能一起笑到很大聲很大聲
不在乎別人的目光的那種人。


姐妹就是 看到你爲了男人哭泣的時候罵你
不要那樣作贱自己了好嗎
其實心裡在心疼你的那種人。


姐妹就是 在別人講你是非時她依然幫著你說好話 ;
叫你看清楚那些是虛偽的朋友的那種人。


姐妹就是 在你面前肆无忌惮地说很难听的话可是
你懂 其實她說的是實話 為你好的 那種人。


姐妹就是 當你在失戀的時候她陪你哭
陪你罵那個負心男 恨他為何讓你哭泣難過抱著她
告訴她 沒有了他 你還有我的那種人。


姐妹就是 每天會提醒你這樣那樣像個老媽子一樣
嘮叨著你 其實是關心你的那種人。


姐妹就是 在她面前可以玩的像個瘋婆子一樣
不會在乎形象的那種人。

姐妹 就是可以在吵一場很大的架過後主動罕對方道
說其實彼此也有錯的那個人。


姐妹就是 在你很久很久没联系她了見了面還能不尷尬的那種人。


姐妹就是 當你覺得全世界的人都虛偽了你還是覺得至少還有你
陪在我身邊的那種人。

27/5/10

27/5.. my 18th birthday..
this year.. i pass it with full of tired..
yea.. im really tired.. =/
i back from school and reach home at 5 something.. :'(
tired enough..
the worst thing is....
actually i had forget my bday..
when i saw their wishes.. they wish me.. i only remember it.. @@
but after a while.. i forget again.. *siao* xD
really tired laaa.. tired until blur blur.. @@
books and fail also forget to bring back.. =.=
aiks...

and her... forget what did she had promised me d..
disappointed.. *** :'(
i wanna to watch <福星到> >.<
hope you will do what did u promised to me.. haha.. xD

suddenly felt warm when saw *something*..
hmmm...
dont know how to describe it.. @@

lastly..
thanks so much to my family..
*love* ♥ ♥ ♥
and those friends who wish me.. :DD

FED UP! ='(

what the *fish*...
this time really not my fault..
is the car got problem..
when i pull up the hand brek.. the car still can move.. @@
but.... nothing i can do..
say.. tell.. say loudly to *blah blah blah*.. also useless..
no one can help me.. i was like: what the *fish*..
really bo song now..
really FED UP!
because thats not my fault.. =/
still tot today can pass le.. but.......... aiks.. speechless now.. :'(
why are they one time straight can pass d?! but i cant??? :'(
i admit first time is my problem..
but this time.. really not my problem..
o0o really bo song..
wanna kill them.. =/
but what can i do..?! aiks..
should accept it also.. thats my *luck*.. xD
aiks.... :'(
this is the first birthday present for this year that i received..
i will not forget it.. :'(



really speechless now ***

blah blah blah...

hmmm.. hmmm.. (dont know how to start my post) xD

long long time time did'nt update my blog d..
reason -----> LAZY! =/
and i dont know what should i write..
many things wanna share at here but dont know how to write.. xD

study at high school now..
first week of school.. really very pek cek and bo song.. >.<
but the orientation (18-20 may) is really fun..
ONE word can describe it is --------->FUN! :)
actually thats not bad as i tot..
too bad.. i absent on 19 may.. :'(
cant meet my foster..
and i langsung tak tau who is he.. =/
i think that day was a very fun day..
too bad i missed it.. :'(
sad..... T^T

this wednesday going to absent again..
because..... i failed *blah blah* on last week.. :'(
aikz..... T_____T
wish me good luck on this wednesday yea.. xD

im really afraid..
i not sure i can handle it or not..
should i change class? i dont know.. think so.. =/
hope everythings will be fine..


form 6 make me grow... **

不舍..

第二批的他们今天去了..
很舍不得她.. >.<
不知我们几时还能相聚..
因为过后我们都往不同的方向前进了..
希望她别忘了我这个朋友..
朋友.. 我等你回来.. =)
就是你.. alien..!

至于"她".. 我并没有那么的不舍..
觉得.. "她" 只不过是我的普通朋友罢了..
如果是好朋友的话.. "她"不会那样对我说..
不会每次都那样对待我们..
对"她".. 老实说真的越来越反感了..
每次看到"她" fb的status.. 都觉得很反感.. 很恶心..

而某某人.. 昨天也去了..
至于他.. 可以说, 我对他的感觉也渐渐没有了..
那是件好事.. =)
希望他与她能够幸福永远..

而他... 变了..
变得不再像以前那样了..
突然感到这感觉很不好..
我傻了..

我和她的性格都好像不一样..
这段友谊.. 能够维持到多久, 我并不敢保证..
希望一切都很好...
而性格一样的朋友..
却不能够当好好朋友.. 只能当好朋友..
真是悲哀.. =(

就写到着..
今天有很多事想分享.. 所以就手痒..
alien说.. 我很久没有update blog了.. 所以就滚回来更新一下..
可惜她去了那里..
愿她一切顺顺利利吧.. 我能做的只有这些..

想想.. 也蛮想去的..
觉得很不错..
很好玩一下..
我不想去的原因100%就是那个..
因为我怕"那个".. 所以才不想去...

long post.

12/2/10
szer hui's 18th belated :)
we hang out together

birthday girl

make a wish

bbf..?? X.x

CNY.

with cousins. teng & hwei. nothing to do. wahaha. :P

21/2/10

with primary best best friends. yumiko and sasa. :)

22/2/10

three of us hang out together :)

with yumiko and sasa :)

with sasa. :)

two leng luis :)

yumiko and sasa

three best friends.

i miss those days we had spent together :D

28/2/10

with sister.

its me. lalalala... :P

i just update my blog with photos.

lazy to write recently.

wahahaha.. :P

失望...

失望!
失望!
失望... =((((

有人说
好朋友是会一辈子..
也有人说
不会有一辈子的好朋友..
以前的我总是相信会有一辈子的好朋友
现在.. 我完全不敢相信了..

记得某年某月的某天
你对我说
我们要当一辈子的好朋友..
那为什么现在...??
每当看到你跟别人那么好..
心里真的很不舒服.. =(

有一句这样的话..
" 也许这一年我是你最要好的朋友
下一年或许是一个很不错的朋友
再下一年也许就不一定经常记起了"
这一番话..
我终于感受到了..
T________T

老实说..
我真的真的不想我们从好朋友变成陌生人..

结束了吗?

看着窗外
嗯~ 是晴天
多么美好的晴天
不时还听到鸟叫声

看着窗外
想着想着
脑海里突然浮现了很多东西
很多的回忆
很多你我他的回忆
快乐, 开心, 欢乐..等等等的回忆
嘴角也会不知觉地上扬

坐在那边发呆了很久
突然心里感觉到酸酸的
很不好受的感觉
心里想着很多的问题
想着很多的为什么
为什么.. 为什么..
全都是为什么
难道我们的友谊就这样结束了吗?
听着那首歌
是我们最喜欢的一首歌
我们一起唱那首歌是几时了?
不知道
记忆已经渐渐消失了
我们不再像以前那样了
心里想着
真的就这样结束了吗?
心里真的很酸很酸